Not Much Going on here

It’s a gray and dreary day here, weatherwise.
Although when I took out the trash after supper, the stars are shining brightly, and the air is cold and still.  But I still can’t muster up enough energy to overcome the blahs of winter.  To welcome the blue skies and purple violets of April mean a cold and long duration.

I took time away from the school job to attend appointments so that the little reminder cards would stop coming!
A new lady doctor checked all my girlie parts.  She pronounced my condition same as everybody else who looks me over, that I am in good health except for losing weight, even 15 pounds would help, and gaining muscle tone.  She says the extra weight will slant everything else towards Negative before much longer.  The higher blood pressure is only 4 points from medication.
The doctor was trying to cheer me up, in her soft voice with its nice British accent.
I wanted to ask how somebody who talks like that ended up in a town on the prairie in the USA Mid-West, but she was all professional medical procedures and giving directions to the assistant.  And I wanted to ask if the other person was a fully-educated actual nurse, because with her hair falling in her face, and her fake fingernails, and the torn pocket on her scrub top, well, I can just imagine what my own LPN Instructors would be writing on their list of demerits.

The mammogram really needs to be re-invented.  Really, some bio-engineer should begin to think outside the squish.
My left lovelie is still hollering with indignation, especially because she had to have a third picture taken.

On the way home, I stopped at W*LLYWorld to get the sides for supper.  I already had some ground buffalo meat at the house in the fridge, but needed everything else for burgers.  I splurged on a bag of Trail Mix, with dried fruit bits and nuts.

Supper stuff was quite tasty, especially since Husband remembered to grill the onion slices.  And all 3 of us were home and eating at the same time, which makes for good togetherness and easier kitchen clean-up.

So instead of staring out the window in the bleak mid-winter, I should be counting my blessings.

If you are wondering why so much time between posts, well, I’m busy with crochet hook and camouflage colors of yarn.
The thing is going to be enough to cover the top of a full-size bed, which is way bigger than I had first thought.
But my son, the cousin of the intended, says the blankie should be enough to cover feet and shoulders of a guy who is 6’2” tall.
I tracked down enough yarn to keep going and going.
The thing has taken on a life of its own, and is the only crochet I want to be doing right now.
And so I am carrying it hither and yon, plus working on it late afternoons while watching JEOPARDY but before cooking supper.

And it’s winter.  And there’s not much I will say about it, because if I can’t say anything nice, I shouldn’t say anything at all.

~~love and Huggs, Diane

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Slacking off time is over

Well, jeepers, my time is up.
Winter Break is done.

the computer voice on SubFinder called, and so I gots to be a TA Sub at a junior high tomorrow.  Nothing quite like jumping back in, feet first and with blinders on.  It’s been awhile since payday though, and car repairs strain the budget.

The family newsletter got put into some mailboxes at church yesterday, and a whole bunch more got handed to the clerk at the post office today.

the PDF version can be found here.

Those who receive envelopes or don’t is a loose lottery.
My mother, a grandmother, three aunts, and an old family friend definitely got the ones with postage stamps because they don’t work computers.
Anybody here should be able to print it out iffen the urge comes over ya.

The weather here tonight is stormy.
I sent out for my Dear Ones an e-mail of a computer generated picture from the weather outlook site.

Lightning and thunder and wind and rain.
No wonder ancient peoples thought the gods were angry.

I’m in a nice tight warm house, with a sweet husband who came home from work then climbed up onto the roof to make sure the gutters were cleared before rain water poured down.
I can’t imagine sitting through this with only an animal skin tent overhead.

Christopher is doing practice on his guitar.  He laid a sheet of paper in front of me, with careful black ink notations written in orderly patterns.  He says this is what his lessons look like, the ones he gives his students.

Might as well be Egyptian hieroglyphs for all I know.
Once upon a time, I thought I was smarter than my sons, but they have caught up and passed me by.

There’s a cat between me and my monitor.
I guess it’s time to put some food into his bowl.

Then load the dishwasher, then off to bed.

Alarm clock set for 6:10am.

~~love and Huggs, Diane

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Another Day Doing Zilch

There’s nothing quite like a holiday to prolong procrastination.  Being snowed in with about 6” in the driveway is another good reason to put off doing anything even resembling housework.

I’ve used up much of the morning blipping around blogs and the Interweb.  I’ve sent links for articles to a couple folks, left a cheery comments on a couple blogs (don’t worry, I’ll get around to yours sooner or later), and came upon a whole page of New Year quotes, which you can go over to read at your leisure.  They say it a whole lot better than I am inclined.

Meanwhile, our newsletter is in suspended animation.
Youngest Son Chris says he’ll try to tackle the writing.
Husband has done some photo-shop work on pictures.
The envelopes are addressed, stamps purchased.

All I gotta do is get it together and make a trip to the post office.

But today is a holiday, and government places are closed.

There’s some banana bread on the counter,
and some new teabags in the pantry.

Time for a snack.

~~love and Huggs, Diane

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a Quiet Week Hereabouts

THE BUCKETS


Yes, I have copied from Comics dot com

It seems I am way behind with any words here.

Yes, we had a fine Christmas.
Yes, I am taking it easy during Winter Break.
Yes, my hands are very busy working Yarn things,
often while listening to a CD.

Yesterday was Michael W. Smith’s newest _It’s a Wonderful Christmas_ where The Highland Carol and bagpipes really gets the Spirit of the Season going.
or while watching a movie from the cabinet.
Tonight was Jerry Maguire.

Yes, our newsletter is making progress.

Here’s hopin’ you and yours have it good, too.

~~love and Huggs, Diane

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Potholders going out

Since I finished the granny squares baby blankie, I’ve been very busy making potholders for gift-giving fun.

Some went into the mail already, and some I delivered to schools for teachers and office assistants.

All are crocheted with a size G hook and 4-ply cotton yarn

click on this one to embiggen

there are 16 pairs altogether = 32 total

the most festive ones

Next hook up is an aphgan in woodsy colors for my nephew’s upcoming wedding in the Spring

~~love and Huggs, Diane

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Our Last Farewell to Dan

The phone rang at 6:09am with an office assistant on the other end, with an offer for a week’s job at the other high school.
I told her I was only available today, but that would give her time to set up somebody else for the rest.  She was okay with that arrangement.  At 6:12am, the computerized SubFinder called saying there was openings at two of the junior highs.  I had to click negatives for both.  I’m telling ya, the whole school system needs to find and hire bunches of qualified people.

I was a classroom coach for just one boy who was on his best behavior.  He seems to have settled into a good routine this semester, but is looking forward to Winter Break.

During Homeroom, which the teacher declared a casual time, I picked up a copy of the newspaper from the pile sitting on the work table.
After reading the comics, I turned to the Obituaries and saw a picture of Dan Fogelberg.
I must have let out a very audible GASP! because every head in the room turned to look at me.  One teenaged boy even came around the table with a look of concern on his face.

Of course, I got so embarassed.

I had to explain that Dan Fogelberg is one of my very favorite singers, and he had passed away.

Teenagers don’t have a clue—blank expressions facing me.

The teacher went back to whatever he was doing on the computer, other students also into routine.

The boy I was working with, and the one who had come around the table—well, they both expressed their sympathy.

It’s hard for me to believe I was about their age the first time I heard a Dan Fogelberg song on the radio.  I don’t remember who of my friends had a record album, but I remember thinking I loved Dan’s voice,

and he wasn’t so much older than us, and that long dark hair that I wanted to run my fingers through.

We played a tape of Leader of the Band at my father-in-law’s memorial service.  That song, and my sister-in-law playing a borrowed violin will always live in my heart.

A few years ago, Husband and I were in the audience during one of Dan’s concerts at the Peoria Civic Center.  The guy seemed tired and didn’t connect very well with us.  I could have bought 3 CDs with the money we spent on tickets.
Not long after that I learned Dan had a prostate cancer diagnosis.

It seems that he was taken from us too soon.  And his passing makes me look too closely at my own age and ailments.

And I’ll bet a few teenagers who were with me today are still wondering what all the fuss is about.

Rest in Peace, Dan.  Thanks for the Memories….

~~love and Huggs, Diane

ps Junie is another Dan fan and has a couple nice posts up

Dan’s website gives the sad news

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Snowy Sunday

Youngest son Chris drove to Urbana last night after work.  He is done with the semester at ISU, and his sweetie is much less boring than the middle aged parents he shares this house with.
He called as soon as he got there, said the roads were okay, only an extra 20 minutes or so of traveling time.

What greeted me this morning when I opened the door to bring in the newspaper.

I decided to play hooky from church.  Clearing the car and getting it to warm up on time seemed too soon to me.

My car is still in the shop until Tuesday, so with only Husband’s car parked in the driveway, the space got really full of snowdrifts.

All the years I was a stay-at-home mom, Husband walked or rode his bicycle to work.  It was pretty much me and the kids who cleared paths, shoveled out the car so I could get to the grocery store.  It was a social event for us, a reason to be outside even if school had been cancelled.

Today, I wanted to shovel out early so the sun could melt any traces left on the walks and driveway.  It seemed pretty lonesome for awhile, with only the neighbor’s dog coming over to stand by the pole and watch.
When I came inside to warm my cheeks and toes, I persuaded Husband to come out to help with the rest.

He says shoveling snow is a meditative activity, not social at all.

And he didn’t make anything social about it either.  It seemed I was usually standing right where he wanted to toss a shovelful.  Being taller and stronger, he did get the space clear much more quickly than I would have.

the front of the house after the porch was cleared

So now I’m going to sort and fold clean laundry, then sweep the kitchen floor.

Later I think I’ll pull a movie tape from the cabinet, then sit down to watch while I crochet another pair of potholders.

I suppose this is what a Sunday is for, takin’ it easy.

~~love and Huggs, Diane

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A little this and that II

Last week, I worked as a TA Sub for 4 days, and on Thursday helping with childcare at church in the morning then going to Needlework Group in the afternoon, and attending the Christmas party for Husband’s job in the evening, so yeah, I was quite ready for the weekend.

One of the study groups I was leading was for Math.  The students were adding three 3-digit numbers by grouping—no calculators.  When it came time for me to grade their papers, the teacher said she did not have an Answer Key ready.  I asked if I could use the calculator.  When the response was Yes, I scooted my chair back to go get mine from my bag.
A girl shoved something across the table and said I could use that one.
As I returned with my own, I said “I prefer to use my own calculator because I’m familiar with its functions.  I’ve had it ever since my Algebra class at HCC”.
Five pairs of eyes looked at me like I had grown another pair of donkey ears.
I should be used to people looking at me like that, it’s happened since I was in Second Grade and said ‘manipulate’ during a science lesson.  It was a word I had read in a book and it just came out within a regular sentence.

Anyway, one of the boys caught the word Algebra and hung on.  He asked if he would ever get to take Algebra, but his sister really hates it.  I had to choose my words carefully now, I mean adding numbers by grouping is usually a 4th grade lesson and we were sitting in a 7th grade LD class.

I told him that I got educated in the Intermediate Algebra class at the community college when I was 49 years old, and got my diploma a couple weeks before my 50th birthday.  And I said he could do it too, if he worked long and hard.

I got my things into position to grade their Math papers.  I had my red pencil to mark with in my left hand and worked the calculator keys quite quickly with my right.  I tell ya, I really had plenty of practice doing Math problems during those 4 semesters.

They watched in awe.  You ever feel like you ain’t gonna make it in this world, then go to work awhile with folks who really do have to struggle every minute of every day.

In another room another time, I realized I hadn’t changed the Date setting on my wristwatch.  November had only 30 days.  I took off my watch and reached up to pull out the little stem to make the adjustment.  Within seconds, a young man’s ear was brushing against my own.  He wanted to see what I was doing, how I was making the hands move.
He said he had never seen anybody ever fix a watch.  Some folks would feel awkward, having a kid so close, but I simply explained the steps and the points.  I let him wear my watch for awhile.  Now he says he wants a watch like it for Christmas.  Mine is 14 years old, but refurbished when it was 10.  I looked around in store display cases, and noticed there are not many styles of watch with an actual clock face and numbers and hands.
Maybe Santa can find one for him.  I got tired.

Husband and I went out for breakfast Saturday morning like usual.  He said he didn’t feel well, not the upchuck kind of sick, but the achey all over kind of sick.  He went back to bed almost as soon as we got home.

I decided I really needed to go out to buy an orange sweatshirt.  The school colors are black and orange, and Spirit Day is Friday so each building has halls full of a river of orange shirts during the changing of classes.
Somehow I ended up at K*Mart, and I’m so glad I did.  There was a sale going 20% off athletic apparel.  I got my own shirt and a couple Christmas gifts.  I was back home by Noon, which was when some really bad weather got going.

I did not leave the house again from then until 3:40pm today (Monday) other than to take out trash and bring in mail.
We got our first holiday card from my cousin in the state of Washington! but just a card it is, no newsletter or picture or anything.
Ah well, at least I’m still on her list.  After all the childhood times we had dressing Barbies and playing Red Rover, I might have expected a bit more closeness.  I’m someone who just loves getting all the chatty chapters from friends far and wide.

I called my sister Danna yesterday.  She is at home feeling a little better, still taking blood-thinner drugs, resting with her leg propped up on pillows.  Whenever she has to go for tests at the lab in the hospital, a car and driver come to chauffeur her there and back.  Since it is her right leg having the clot trouble, she can’t drive herself.

My car got taken out to the mechanic.  Something wrong in the left front wheel when I’m turning corners.
On the way home, we stopped for a few groceries.  Iffen I decide I want to go out again in the next couple days, I’ll have to drive Husband’s car.
The way the weatherman is pointing at maps, I will be glad to be indoors.  I’ve got plenty of hobbies and housekeeping to stay busy.
Cross your fingers that the school district displays caution.  The newspaper’s website has some rather irate comments about school routines.

My guys are in the kitchen talking about the jawbone of a deer, and cameras, and holiday decorations.  They talk about more stuff when I’m in another room, yet eavesdropping nonstop.

Well, the evening is half over and I have other things to do.
You probably do, too.

~~love and Huggs, Diane

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Oh, I’m not going out in the weather

Today, Monday 10 Dec, there was to be a Christmas Party for our Mennonite Women’s group at church.
I had clicked myself as Unavailable as a TA Sub because of it.
Then yesterday afternoon, I got a phone call saying the party would be Cancelled and probably not re-scheduled because of the weather.
I checked online for the SubFinder computer system and saw that several job positions are available, but decided to leave my own Unavailable in place.

I mean, do YOU really want to go to work when outside looks like this?

outside my window at 8:50am 10 December 2007 temp is 30°F

There were already several school districts on the Cancellation List before I went to bed last night.  I figured by this morning, looking out at that ice and the fog and the dropping marks of the thermometer that our district would also be closed.

Nope, as of 6:50am we would be having classes.

Without any qualms at all (and it has taken me quite a bit of therapy methods to feel free)
I’m letting the Unavailable rest in place.

A few minutes ago I turned on the tv to see if there is any breaking news.  The text across the bottom of the screen mentions even more school closings, but our dear ol’ Unit 5 has school in session but buses are not in service to rural routes.

WHAT ON EARTH ARE THEY THINKING!?!

Anyway, I’m not at a job, but still sitting here in my warm and snuggly velour robe having my third cup of tea.

I wonder when young son has to get up and go take a Final exam at ISU?

You All be Careful out there….

~~love and Huggs, Diane

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Tuesday Humdrum

Just to let you know I am still alive and moving!

Crocheting Christmas Gifts, knitting loom hats for charity, working often as a Teacher Assistant Sub (and getting requests to return).

My youngest sister Danna, had the weekend in the hospital with a blood clot in her lower right leg.
She’s home today, glad to take a shower, and still on blood-thinner drugs.  My phone bill will spread over about 3 pages, I would think.

The end of the semester, with Finals Week, looms at the University.
The guys in my house are um, reeling with anticipation.

Gotta Go.  Rudolph is On!

~~love and Huggs, Diane

update 10:20pm
One of the girls asked me if I have my Christmas tree up yet.
When I told her that I don’t put up decorations until school is out, she said that’s too late!
In this case, ISU is done the 14th of December, and public school the 21st….still 4 whole days before the actual Birthday of celebration.

One year, the boys helped bring out the artificial tree on Christmas Eve and we put it away on New Year’s Eve, but I did have the manger scene up until the 6th of January for Epiphany.

I cain’t say that I am an actual Scrooge about holidays, but I sure don’t want to get caught up all over again in the ~~need for things~~ to help me stay happy.

What I’m more concerned about now is the shuffling of pictures and prints and the writing of the family newsletter.
I didn’t send any out last year, and I’ve been getting complaints ever since.  It is somewhat disconcerting to be sitting in 90o weather in July and have a sister get sassy about promises broken.

So, other than watching television specials and buying yarn in red-green-white colors, I’m not quite into the holiday season.

I sure hope the sun will still rise tomorrow.
Although the weatherman says snow flurries.

Nitey-night.  I’m at the high school tomorrow.  Hopefully no tutoring fraction problems in Math class.

~~love and Huggs, Diane

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